unpredictable yet predictable

Let's talk about a topic that we all can relate to "women". So today is "international women's day", to you what does that mean the word woman? To me it means confidence, strength, and woman power. Growing up I had a lot of women in my life that were amazing and still are examples in my life. My mom grew up in a predominantly female house, so my poor uncle had 4 older sisters. As women society holds us to a very high standard back in the day women were meant to stay at home and take care of the house and the children. Working women back then was very few and far between and those that did work were and even today are still fighting for equality among the men. To me we have all the same rights nothing should be limited or withheld. As a woman in God's eyes we are loved and cherished sure Eve was the first and she messed up but that didn't mean she was loved any less. Let's talk about confidence as a woman, we are and can be in everything that we s...

I am 30 years old and the youngest of 3. Inwas raised Christian all my life and it has changed a lot over the years. This blog is dedicated to my growth and well-being in the hope that others will be inspired to like me be better at loving who we are and who God has made us to be. This blog is also going to be a mashup of whatever else is going on in my head. I mean come on this is real life stuff some may get heavy others light. So come sit with a cup of coffee or tea and enjoy my musings of my predictable self.

You may be wondering just what does that mean? To be growing in myself, for me it's pretty simple it's my way of thinking instead of growing up from an outward perspective it's a growing from the inward perspectives. As a woman in her 30's people would never guess me to be the age I am based on my outwardly appearance. As an Asian the youthful effect plays a big role that many of Asian women and sometimes men have their age be assumed wrong. As I get older I really started to contemplate how much I have changed in my life. God has a funny way of showing us what the world and life around it has become as the years go by. For me I've learned that just sitting around and not doing anything isn't getting me anywhere. I serve in an amazing church and in a ministry that I NEVER would have gave thought to serving in. Because in my own mind it wasn't something I thought I was ready for. Oh but was I wrong, God pulled away children's ministry and brought young ad...